And so, here i was, with
the other girls, with the t-shirt with the pic of Jack Sparrow...and i
felt ready to start my adventure...
We arrive at the lido
in 40 minutes...we were really excited..."maybe Johnny is there
in this moment...maybe we're breathing his same air..." (i know,
i'm really crazy, but i've always loved him since i was a child and
it seemed to me not real to be there...)
Lots of important
people in the world of cinema was there...People running here and
there, lots of "shops", the air was frenetic, special,
MAGIC...
it was in that moment,
there, in the crowd, tha i realized i really made it, i was there...
We took the tickets,
the weather was really hot...
LOOKING FOR HIM
i still don't know and
still can't understand how we managed to get in the exact
place where Johnny would come just a few minutes before his arrival,
but we did...
after we took the
tickets, i started speaking with a girl in a shop, and she told me
that Johnny was there, or he would come soon...everyone i asked
confirmed the same thing...Johnny was here and that was the only
thing that really mettered in that moment...
i started running, the
whole group of the fanclub behind me, and i still don't know why but
i found the right place...
we waited a bit
without knowing where to stand, 'cause there were photographers in
every place and people screaming everywhere..
suddenly, we started
hearing voices, crying "Johnny!!!" and finally we saw him...he
was handsome...I had convinced a photographer to let me stand next
to him, in the very first row, together with other men with cameras...
...he got out of the taxi (a ship, 'cause we were in venice)and said
hello to us...waving his hand...I didn't know what to do or what to
say, i couldn't even talk...It was a great, strong emotion!It was
the first time i saw Johnny in my life, and he seemed to me
completely different...I was surrounded by people screaming, saying
his name, and everything...But i could't move...i was struck there
and couldn't take my eyes off him...He continued smiling, waving at
us...I don't really know how to explain my feelings in that
moment...
then he got into the
palace of casiṇ...we were going away when we realised that he
would get out of the palace...the taxi was waiting for him!!
AND HE GETS OUT
OF THE PALACE...
we finally found a
place in the front row, but we were not in a central
position...Johnny was not supposed to stop there...he was supposed
to walk there and go away...
we waited half an
hour (maybe more), triying to get friends with the bodyguards...we
found a photographer that gave me a pic of Johnny that he took
himself...(but don't tell anyone - he added...)
then, francesca
arrived...and i was really happy to meet her...
then...Kate Winslet
got out, and then...JOHNNY!!
he was irresistible,
he had glasses, but we could see his beautiful eyes...i was really
happy...well, happy is not the right word, 'cause i was more than
happy...I was struck by his eyes, 'cause he seemed to understand
everything i felt in that moment just looking at me...It was very
crowded, and people were screaming.
he was going away,
the bodyguards told him not to stop...but we started screaming and
then...he turned and came towards us...
he singned all the
autographs, he was eally kind and gentle, really attentive 'cause
he didn't want to let no one unsatisfacted, he treated us with
respect, he seemed to know what we were feeling for him,....i have
his autograph on "on the road" (he looked amazed when he
saw i had that book and i took it for him..for his autograph...),
then we told him about the fanclub and gave him a paper with the
url...he kept it and said "wow"^^
then we told him we
loved him so many times...we told him "see you tonight"
('cause there would be the premiere of his movie, finding
neverland...) and he smiled...then i asked him "can i have a
kiss?" and he said "OH, YES, SURE"...and kissed
me...
i can not describe
this moment...i felt it was the happiest day of my existence...i
longed to stop time and stay like that forever...he smelt of
tobacco and another sweet parfume...
i felt so happy that
i started crying...he saw that and looked at me...and smiled...his
eyes are so magnetic that i really felt like dying...it was really
strange...
i turned and the
other girls embraced me (another one had a kiss after me, but i'll
always remember i was the first one^^), then i turned and a
japanese with a huge microphone started questioning me, and then
another journalist from switzerland came...i was so confused that
i son't remember whhat i said...
we looked johnny
going away on the taxi...i had my videocamera with me, i took the
movie of his arrival, of his departure, and a friend of mine took
the move of him talink with us and my kiss...this reminds me it
was not a dream...
we called him again,
screaming "Johnny, we love you", he looked at us and put
his hand on his heart...
it was a perfect
day, indeed...
THE NIGHT - THE
SECOND MEETING...
the movie was
supposed to be at 11.45 pm...and we were there at 8.00 pm...
but they were late
and we waited until 2 in the moring!!!
when he came, we
were wery tired and he was, too...
We didn't even know if he would have stopped with us, 'cause it
was very late...But he came!!
he signed all the
autographs...he was really nice once again...
when he came near us,
he said hello to us (he recognized us!!!)...when he came to me, i
asked him to take a photo together...and he agreed...(in the
"photos" section there is our pic together...
then he went away
into the cinema to go and see his movie...he put his hend on his
heart again to say hello to us and he treated us once again with
sweetness and respect...
now, i'm in his
heart too, and he knows that we are there...and that's enough...
so, sorry everyone
for my bad english and THANK
YOU JOHNNY from the bottom of my heart, for making a lost girl
feel a little more found...
